Not so recovered after all

These last few days have been bliss.  And somewhere in the back of my demented little mind, I knew it couldn’t last.  Oh well, any progress, however limited, is progress right?  Maybe I should give a little more information so you can make sense of that.

I’ve been really ill.  It started out as a headache back in December that never went away.  The pain grew so intense I couldn’t function and then other things started to go wrong.  I started losing my side vision, and there were times where I couldn’t see at all.  Random parts of me would go numb and stay numb for hours and I started seeing things that weren’t there.  I’d start shaking uncontrollably or just suddenly hit the floor.

Then things got better.  I haven’t had any headaches since I started this blog, nor have I passed out or seized in weeks.  My eye sight never recovered but things were getting better.

Tonight, the headache came back.  We have no idea what’s wrong but I thought I was getting better.  It could just be an eye strain headache from looking at this damn computer all day and night and I hope it is.

I’m not really sure why I feel the need to share this with you.  I’m not looking for sympathy or anything like that.  And I want this blog to be a fun place to come and read fun little things.  Maybe because this is more interesting than my daily word count, or love of writing.  Maybe because I just needed to get a deep fear off my chest.  Or maybe because the pocket monster told me to.  What ever the reason, thank you for listening or should I say reading?


About adsimons

I'm about to embark on the wonder journey of publishing. Come join me as I struggle to get it right, land an agent and get published. All while raising my daughter alone and fighting just to keep my head over water.
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