These last few days have been bliss. And somewhere in the back of my demented little mind, I knew it couldn’t last. Oh well, any progress, however limited, is progress right? Maybe I should give a little more information so you can make sense of that.
I’ve been really ill. It started out as a headache back in December that never went away. The pain grew so intense I couldn’t function and then other things started to go wrong. I started losing my side vision, and there were times where I couldn’t see at all. Random parts of me would go numb and stay numb for hours and I started seeing things that weren’t there. I’d start shaking uncontrollably or just suddenly hit the floor.
Then things got better. I haven’t had any headaches since I started this blog, nor have I passed out or seized in weeks. My eye sight never recovered but things were getting better.
Tonight, the headache came back. We have no idea what’s wrong but I thought I was getting better. It could just be an eye strain headache from looking at this damn computer all day and night and I hope it is.
I’m not really sure why I feel the need to share this with you. I’m not looking for sympathy or anything like that. And I want this blog to be a fun place to come and read fun little things. Maybe because this is more interesting than my daily word count, or love of writing. Maybe because I just needed to get a deep fear off my chest. Or maybe because the pocket monster told me to. What ever the reason, thank you for listening or should I say reading?